Today, for example, in a fit of premenstrual energy, I just couldn't
stand for one more
minute how grubby my favorite overstuffed chair looked. Even though
it's hidden away
in a corner of my office, it was hunkering there like a ratty
old polar bear, and it was
bothering me. How could I work when there was such a dirty
chair in the room??!
(You have days like this, I'm sure.) I got a bowl of soapy water
and a sponge, and sat
before the huge white (well, almost white) chair and, fuming,
began to scrub.
One angry swipe wouldn't do it. I had to rub and rub. And in the
act of working, of
cleaning, I found myself becoming calmer, agreeing to let the
moment happen, to let
this be my work. Instead of the harsh, impatient scrubbing, I
began to gently caress
the suds into the soft old upholstery, and tenderly catch the
drips before they ran down
between the cushions. I love this chair, I thought. I've spent
so many hours here, reading,
working, laughing, loving (it's a BIG chair), it's like family.
I thought, I may have many
chairs in my life, but this one will always hold a place of affection.
I found myself
actually talking to the chair. Even for someone who says
"thank you" to the toast when
it pops up, this is a bit odd. "I'll take better care of
you," I murmured, "and when I can't
make you almost-white anymore, I'll get you reupholstered, and
try to make you last
for a long, long time."
We live in a throwaway society, and I am as susceptible as anyone
to the lures of shopping
and of having something new. But in taking the time to appreciate
and care for my friend
the chair, I also reaffirmed my commitment to love what I already
have. When we clean,
wash dishes, shake out rugs, we are taking care of the Earth,
too, for we are respecting
our tools, making them last, instead of carelessly consuming.
And for those who walk a magical path, it is even more. When we
put our attention on the
tasks of cleaning and washing, we are charging those objects with
our devotion. Like the
act of "programming" a crystal or empowering a ceremonial
tool, we can charge our
armchair to hold us close with love, the plate to bless our food
with healing, the rug to
energize us as we walk upon it. This may sound a little Disney-esque,
but why not? If it
makes your life a little more alive to imagine that your teapot
loves you back, do it!
As spring unfolds, the urge to do more cleaning begins to simmer
within most of us. We
want to clean out, simplify, shake off the dust and glitter of
winter hiberations and celebrations,
and prepare for new adventures in the warming air and light. Begin
at your front door. Wash
the woodwork, polish the doorknobs, sweep the sill. May all who
enter here feel the blessing
of welcome, the passage from one realm to the next. Wash all the
doors in the house in the
same focused way. Meditate as you do so on the sacred nature of
doors: opening, enclosing,
defining, welcoming, protecting. Now the windows. In cleaning
them, give thanks for
vision, for clarity, for perspective, for freedom. Give thanks
for the view from the window,
whatever it is. Think of those who are imprisoned. Find something
to love, some lesson, in
each picture framed within each of your windows.
You get the idea. As you move through your house, cleaning, organizing,
discarding and
preserving, you are reclaiming each and every element of the domestic
temple as sacred.
Not just the candles and the icons, but the can opener and the
computer screen. What miracles
of nourishment and creativity are wrought through these amazing
tools. Feel the warm embrace
of Mother Earth in hot cotton sheets just out of the dryer, crackling
with energy and folded
with magical intent. These sheets will foster deep dreaming.
Sing or listen to music as you work. Ring a bell three times in
each room as you finish. Celebrate
the spring by filling the house with flowers, an offering to the
guardian spirits of your home.
And remember, your cleaning tools are powerful too: the broom,
the feather duster, the
sponge, the vacuum cleaner
these are but extensions of your
magic, letting your will and
intention flow through your arms and hands, through the tool,
and into your home. Wave your
broom and bring your whole house to life as sacred space. Let
your intention to lead a life
of awakened spirituality be contained within the walls of your
most beloved temple.
This is sacred work, to be savored and done with joy, and with
gratitude for our prosperity.
What a blessing to have a home to clean! What bliss, what incredible
cosmic luck to be one
of the ones who have a bed to make cozy and welcoming, a kitchen
that can get messy with
the glorious chaos of preparing a feast. By bringing awareness
of blessings into everyday
actions, we offer our thanks. Caring and cleaning, touching everything
with devotion and
full attention, is an act of prayer.
I gave my chair one last pat, and pushed her closer to her friend
the ottoman. Time to get
back to my "real work." Strangely, instead of feeling
irritable, I felt refreshed and ready to
concentrate. Hestia was pleased, I could feel it. I had made my
offering to her temple,
and in the order of that serenity, the temple flame within me
was blazing bright.